To be or not to be.

Dear Story,
Im in desperate need of the SAINTS-OF-OH-MY-GOODNESS-I-NEED-TO-BREATHE!!!!!!!!!
reena and jonathan decided that they get me a hair straightener for my birthday and she actually came all the way to my house and passed it to me.
fact is, you would've died watching me go hysterical.
I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY HAVE GOT SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY GOT ME A HAIR STRAIGHTENER!

ONE WORD: WOW.

but anyways, school was a drag as per normal.

no new features.

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kumaran gave me his awesome shirt and im wearing it now.

the sexay red is just HOT HOT HOT.

things much too shocking are happening there days.

quite frankly, sex is becoming the talk of the town.

evil is becoming a part of us, and we don't notice it.

im surprised.

really.

im sure im not seperated from its clutches.

we had oral practice today during english. neve blew her top off. no clue what happened, i wasn't particularly paying attention to what was going on behind.

and all i could hear, was her mad hell screaming.

..............................

wow, seriously?

you really wouldn't wanna know.

period.

mrs parimalam came back to school after the longest time.

she's so so thin now! but she looks way better, i should say.

so anyways, apart from the hysterical moments, english lessons and kumaran's gift,

RITZ told me an awesome story today which inspired me quite alot.

there was this girl, by the name of Diana, no ppl, it's not whom you're thinking of.

this has nothing to do with my life.

anyways,

she was a rebel.

smoking, drinking and fooling around was a norm in the girl's daily life.

she repeated her sec 2.

that's bad. real bad.

and if i think repeating the o's has lowered my esteem, i totally could understand how Diana felt at that point.

so anyways, her mum took RITZ to be the tutor and Diana hated it cuz she had to conform to the rules which weren't her cup of tea.

she passed Math for the first time in a common test in sec 3.

that lifted her spirits.

she began to study hader than ever and managed to complete her N's.

well, she kinda failed.

apparently RITZ told her that it was best that she go to ITE and pick herself up from there.

she didnt listen.

she insisted on repeating her N's.

SHE PASSED.

Amen!

she went into taking her O's.

and failed the first time.

tried again and passed.

she didnt go into that great a course but Republic Poly offered her a course.

her two brothers who were just as rebellious, but there's a gradual change.

her persistence was what drove her to reaching her goal.

WOW!

this made me push a little harder.

the little urge to strive on.

the little strive that will open doors.

the opened doors that will prove my life worth living.